You are playing with me.

​FOREVER is the word that you didn’t say,

So goodbye forever I said to you that day,

Cause you don’t love me you just want me,

& I don’t want you, but I love you..

But it’s lust in your nerves

A little mind and bigger words 

Low Intense thinking    

Is it you ? 

Or a master mind speaking??? 

It isn’t a chess game you are playing…

You are playing with my heart

You are playing with me

You are playing with a mess

You are playing with me. 

You try to get chessy 

You try to take advantage of me

But it’s too early 

I’ll just knock you out 

But you are a thing that I can’t live without,

And you say that one day you will leave me… 

So why not today???

And you didn’t say “you’ll be forever with me” 

So let’s end up this today….. 

You are playing with my heart

You are playing with me

You are playing with a mess

You are playing with me

So, I let myself die 

In the pain of leaving you…

And I’ll let you die 

Cause I didn’t let you do the thing that you want to do , 

And I know, you’ll get a girl 

Who will let you have what you want too.

But you will never get a girl …

Who will love you like I do…
You are playing with my heart

You are playing with me

You are playing with a mess

You are playing with me

PERFECT TEENAGE

I wrote this when i was 16. Teenage was so beautiful. #throwback 

  PERFECT TEENAGE

i had fight with my father
blah, blah, speaks my mother
oh!! caught up in a cage
its my perfect teenage

in my college
i wanna be the famous personality…..
yes! i hav those inborn qualities..
going for a date
making them wait
coming really late,
losing all my weight
having all those fights
trying to prove myself right
doing nothing but sleeping tight
talking on the phone da whole night
my world an unsolved maze..
oh!! caught up in a cage
its my perfect teenage…

making all those girls jealous,
with glitters & makeup we look marvelous
having all those style
making boyz go wild,
pouring out emotions,
pushing out limitation,
then crying like hell,
theres nothing well,
oh!! caught up in a cage
its my perfect teenage

updating status on facebook,
using all type of comestics to look good,
checkin out all the new videos on youtube
texting everyone, now & then
bunking lectures, when college began,
playing all those silly pranks
speaking truth, being frank
watchin movies, catchin gossipS,
painting dark black on my pink lips 🙂
on beyonce’s song shaking my hips….
&&
THEN GETTING PUNISHED FOR ALL SILLY REASONS,
FROM LIFE, LEARNING THOSE LESSONS…………………….
oh!! caught up in a cage
its my perfect teenage